Special Education

a repeating adolescent
uncomfortable with girls &
confused about women

everyone else seemed
normal enough
not me.

a growthless child
living on pain
i knew nothing of love
of falling in love
of making love.

Life taught me as best she could.

She opened my eyes.

   i met you
   & i thought, “you’re really somethin’”

She tapped me on the back.

   i drove you home
   up to a crystal palace.

She shook me by the shoulders.

   i took your picture.
   etched my memory.

She led me by the hand.

   i became your friend.

She hugged me.

   we touched.

She punched me in the nose.

   we kissed.

She broke my jaw.

   we loved.

& ran over me like a diesel truck.

   it can’t get any better
   than this.
   not ever.

am i finally beginning to understand
romance?

would you like to share
one happily-ever-after?